wwoowwo..now i noe how good i m in handling love...thnx to grace...hahah....not only love expert but also a counsellor..not bad..double status hahha...haiz...but its was so embarassing la..as if i m proposing to him..wth...i have decided..i will let go of everything slowly...i tink i need e courage to do it..haiz...i tink i m being emo for a couple of posts huh..but i have been feeling like tis so i cannot do anything la..sorry..usually me the bubbly gal will always spread laughter but now its different huh..hahah...funny la..
i m stuck wid my past i guess rite now..feeling so dumb n sick abt it..not feelin gd at all..i guess tis tingy will teach me n make me into a beta n matured person..i put my nick as Letting it go is so difficult n he asked me abt it..wat if i say i wan let watever happen btw us juz go away from me..forgetting abt everything, my feelings, my confessions basically everything? wat will be his reaction? i dun even noe if he feels e same for me..so i tink tis is e best solution..TO LET GO..flush everything down e drain n have a new start haha..tats beta rite..hahha..
nowi need tink of studies but i m tinking abt smth else..wth...sabby..tink n focus on studies..hahha...(: today i made grace laughed again n ifelt gd abt it..coz she was laughing at my embarassing moment..giving chocolate cookie to a person tat i have no feelings for in e bus? wth..m i out of my brain? yes i was coz i did it..den ppl were looking at me as if i was expressin my feelings to him thru e cookie? oh my GOd..but its ok..i did it for my fren i guess..good deed ah..me being so ex bcame so cheap? hahahha....nonsense..butit was a ovely experience..if i were to do it to him, i dun tink i m daring enuf la..hhahha..
ok enuf for today...i m laughing at my own self rite now...hahha...dumbo...ok la..need do my hmwk..gtg happy sleeping ....nitezzz......
