Isabella Marie Swan???...sounds familiar..ahahah...okie tats all abt it today..i m really really veri pissed now..coz of the meetings and many more....i definitely enjoy being an ogl but i have done it for 2 bloody yrs and i m becumin so tired of tis..its really frustratin..i dun noe how others felt abt tis but tis is my own view...really pissing me off...was tryin to be happy wid the rest by acting crazily but it didnt help much though...was waiting for nearly 2 hrs to start a meeting..but den haiz...okie okie enuf of me complainin coz u might not want to listen to more n more complaints, i will stop k..ahhaa..

hmm yupz abt teachers day celebration, i guess we can really do a performance la..ahah...ww will do on lucky n bye bye bye...its a remix ah...quite cool ah..ahahha...

okie la..i dun wan orientation la..too many tings la..veri stress...haiz...wad can i do now????ahahha...anyway sweet dreams ppl...nite nite...isabella marie swan signin out..ahaha..i m going CRAZY....crazy....wendy, tats for u...ahaha...(=

aloha...or shld i say happy chinese new yr..but i m one day late rite...yesh...so it was rather a long weekend for us..but its gonna end tonight..coz we have to go skol tml..i didnt do much tis weekend nor enjoy it at all...i was so bz wid art coz had to finish all 8 boards by tis week..n its freakin me out coz i m like the slowest in class..so i got to buck up..so wad did i do tis weekend?

i had a study date wid darwy n huda at my void deck on sunday..wished grace was present but juz hope she enjoyed her chinese new yr at indonesia.(will there be any volcanoes pic for me??aahaha)...was doin my accounts..tryin to undersatnd sum basic facts for accounts..den had sum economic talk wid them..quite interestin coz dawry was so enteratinin wid the fun facts..it was actually teachin me sumthing from wad she said..den were eatin peanuts and biscuits...we were like havin a reunion dinner earlier than the Chinese..den went back home at 7 plus..aunties were at home wid us..they will visit often because of one tiny angel in my house who is growin up...ahhaa...its saniyya la..

den monday came...its Chinese New Year..however, i juz dun feel like it was a festive season on monday..although i saw many cars n chinese ppl gathering at houses...coz its pretty silent excepy for my neighbour who started karaokeing..its veri bad..ahaha...den aunty dad came to my house to prepare for the picnic at night..can u imnagine my whole family went for a picnic at the beach at NIGHT???its funi but yes we did..took the whole day to cook den headed to east coast park..finally it was a day for me to let down my hair and enjoy the night..it was pretty fun coz i got to meet my cousins n spent time wid them after like 2 months..had a lot of laughters wid jansher, kunal.sabira n sabina and shaqirah..saniyya was also there but she was sleepin most of the time..lots aunites were pampering her, trust me..like she is the apple of the eye..they kept carrying her, takin turms..one by one..i was not tat envious coz i noe tat i passed the age of being carried..aah..there were lots of stars yesterday..was enjoyin e scenery in the dark...came back home at ard 3am...wanted to watch the sunrise but its too late...yups so juz headed home laa...

today woke up pretty late coz i was too tired..n was findin food before brushin my teeth after wakin up immediately coz my stomach was really grumbling..aaha...den did my art up till now..i m tired, real tired..but i still have lots to do..so after blogging, i will continue wid art again..haiz..

it cms tat my life juz evloves ard art n art alone..haiz...ahaha...oki then, nite nite n sweet dreams..i m countin down to next hols which is like 7 weeks away..haiz..pls come fast..aha...(=

hiyies.....skol has began n the teachers have been stressing us abt the 10 mths to cum like hmm...u onli have 10 mths to struggle and after tat, u can enjoy....and u need to have a sense of pain...dun noe la...there were many tings on tis a levels..i could feel the stress a little bit la..but i m chillin now..art is due in 2 weeks time..tats stressful coz i have not been touchin art n i tink time will neva wait for me ah..i have becum so lazy tat i didn't even start my revision..i felt guilty but its like a habit tat i cannot get rid of..i juz have to change my habit but its kind of difficult se..hahha...but i will still try la...

on the first day of skol, i tot tat teachers willnot start teachin..i tot it would be like orientation..to my horror..they started their nonsense...not nonsense la..teachin i mean..started gp compre, den acc also...art wid new artist, chua mia tee..he is a social realist n like to showcase the reality of wad human beings r goin thru n the changes...quite cool ah...but studies seems too hurried now coz i still in my honeymoon mood se...so i got to adapt to tis atmosphere...

was not tat tired tis week though..but not toss sure for the weeks to cum..hmm hope evrythin will b fine..will study wid darwy n grace soon..so we can form a group to study n encourage each other..cool ah..n i wan admire stars at the scence centre..it sounds pretty exciting from munirah..so i m excited abt it..i wan admire e stars..pretty romantic se...

oki den..i will go to sleep now..pretty tired...even though did nth much today except for grilling chicken for my aunties..n it took half of my energy...haha i m exaggerating se...oki den...gonna sleep soon...nite nite ppl...happy muggin for those have started..i will start soon, i promise..n i changed my ambition to being a gynae...quite cool.. i will explain to u soon...

nite nite ppl..sweet dreams..and to darwy, i m waiting for ur cookies on valentines..n grace, my winnie e pooh pencil..ahha...love ya...n i wan c stars...we will go one day kaes..

Can Love be tat Sweet like Strawberry Dipped or Drowned in Hot Chocolate????
i really wan to have a taste of it...so sweet n warm..i wan feel it..but its not written in my destiny yet...so gotta wait..ahahha...tats weird rite..ahhaha...

hmm...i wan love definitely...my own prince charming..the one tat i really one...the one that God sent him from heaven above juz for me...but he is nowhere to be seen..he seems to be there, near to me but seems so distanced away from me..

okie now why m i tinkin abt tis?? tis is all because of twilight..i m veri veri veri addicted to twilight tat it caused me to belive tat everyone is destined for love n have someone there for them..i belived tat love is so sacred...haiz...i m gettin crazy abt tis..it juz made me felt so ridiculous n so dumb...real dumb..ahhaha....i m dreamin abt it when i have put tat love is a nono ting tis yr...i need to focus...

but love juz seems to be so fun..its like food..so tender, soft, sweet, and can also be sour n painful when u eat it..its juz so unpredictable....haiz...i still need to crack my head to solve tis case..

life can be so absurd n ridiculous at times..its like roller coaster...its e same like love la..sumtimes ups n downs la..grace told me tat life is short so break all rules...do wadever i wan...juz break loose from my cage n be happy...but juz dun resort to stupid tings...thnx grace..u r great...i juz need sumone to motivate me..i noe i m really a coward n i dun cms to run my life tat much..ahaha..as if my life like car ah..i dun wan live life wid regrets..tis is grace's motto

okie tats all for today..time to be firm in my decisions n be happy wid wad i have..muz not take tings for granted..oollalalla....sabby is tinkin too much now..anyway today i really really missed my loved ones from deep down my heart...i wan feel it...i wan them...

okie bb n nite nite to u guys...sweet dreams..n to those i missed, i also loved u guys...(=