helloz....
oki time to blog la..
got my results back and wad words shld i use to describe it...
damn..there's no words to describe the horrible results i have got for prelims.. horrible is still not tat severe...i need a veri bad one to describe my results..i noe tis might be exaggerated but really..i m so pissed n disappointed in my results..i juz wonder wad got into me tat i scored tat bad..perhaps the way i study or the notes tat i prepared are not tat sufficient to sit for a levels..
wonder n wonder...i screwed up my prelim 1..i m not goona do the same for prelim 2 la..i really got to buck up..sitting down in the bus, tinkin n reflectin wad i have been doin for the last few months..i m doin sum soul searchin here..
really..i was tinkin tat lookin at my results, i m really not prepared for the battle...tis is frightenin but really, i m really afraid by the fact tat i might not do well for a levels lookin at tis point of time..
i tried so hard to study n revise my work..but its not happening..my heart sunk to the bottom se..damn tis is like so literature..but oooh...i got to BUCK up now..i mean NOW..no time to waste...but i m easily distracted..can anyone teach me???ahah...sabrina is callin for help now.

i m alaways waitin for weekends..y??ask me y?? coz i will get to watch the korean drama..i m really addicted to it la..i cannot move an inch when i watch it..the drama juz made my heart thumped so hard n fast den it sometimes brings smile to my face or tears...tis is so emotional la..i got to stop watchin tis drama n thankfully, it will end soon..but i will miss it la..oh no...but i got to put a full stop to tis rite..sacrifice....

so yes, today muneera msged tat she wun be cumin to skol for next whole week..pretty sad by it coz i got no one to listen to korean songs wid again..muneera, get well soon ya..u r my korean partner now..ahah..tc..

oh yes, gracey got her hp back..yeah..hooray...she was sad coz she lost it but sum gd soul brought a smile back to her face..now i juz realised tat not all sporeans are bad n selfish..there are sum gd souls too...so now its time to treasure those stuffs tat u love...ok....

wow i didnt expect tat i got lots to write man.i hope i didnt bore u wid my post..have a fun nite ahead...sweet dreams...hasta lavista...(=

heyo...ahaha...
its been weeks since i updated my blog so now i will let u have a peek into my life..
firstly: i juz realised tat my family has to attend wedding the whole of july..its not everyday but every weekend, u will c me tailing behind my parents' back to e wedding..

juz last saturday, firstly, we had a stop at aunty agera's house coz they were making a party for their grandsons' birthday n circumsision..yups...so we were having fun wid the food and the karaoke session..i didnt noe tat we had to attend wedding reception in e evening..so after 6 plus, we headed to e wedding..e deco was really pretty n romantic due to e dim lighting..the food was not too bad too..so oki la..i had lots in my stomach..so full la..my clothes were already tight n the big stomach added to e tightness la..but its oki la..ahha...den i really had fun dancing wid cousins n sum ppl tat i m not familiar wid..we were pulled by e aunty to dance n to start e dance floor...ahha..it was funi coz we were dancing like clowns and were perspiring a lot..after e dance, we drank lots of water la..mom was laughin at us la..so i really did smth tat i really missed doing which was dancing..ahah...hooray...

tis week, i have to attend another wedding..i really wondered y do ppl wan get married now when there're june n dec hols...can wait wad...ahah...so tis month, lots of wedding n nach baliye for me..hooray..but i really hate to dress up la..most of the dressin done on me was done by my sis..younger sis dressing me up?? ahha..its shameful but i m not tat lady la..to dress up n look pretty..damn on tat last sat, i really had a hard time puttin on my lenses tat i started screamin n crying..it was as if i was goin thru pms la..wan look presentable wid e lenses but it was not cooperating wid me la...walau so in e end, Ms Noddy ended up wid her glasses la..haiz...sad but nvm...rather use my specs den fall in front of ppl la..ahah..more embarassing la...

so tis thurs n fri will be sittin for my geog and acc paper 2..scary but i m tryin my best to prepare for it but was constantly distracted by the tv n com lor..haiz..

oki cum to my next point, now my blood is boilin when i tink of these ppl n the way they r..i noe i m doin wrong if i judge ppl coz i cannot judge ppl..i need to tc of my own backside b4 lookin at ppl..but i really cannot stand hypocrites..i dunnoe y..but they juz pissed me off..they show 2 different sides like snake wid 2 heads...really irritating...its beta to tok face to face then tok behind ppl's backs la..although it might hurt sumtimes but its beta to not have conflicts la..sum ppl also act differently in front of ppl, they pretend to be decent in front but indecent at the back..den if ppl tries to point out their mistakes, they start to backfire..wth man..tis kind of tingy juz make me dun respect u or like u..i noe i can be wrong in doin so but tats juz my opinion la..i maybe wrong but pls forgive me if tis post hurts anyone of u la..coz i might be veri bad at expressing myself n hurt ppl wid my spicy words..tats all..ijuz need to get tis ting out of my blood..so it can cool down..ahah..

oki thne, sabby has to go now..muggin time...i really need to mug...oh yes, my hp spolit se..saniyya threw my phone so many times on e floor tat my phone cannot be switched on la..so i m sori if i dun reply or answer ur call k..hasta lavista babiesn nites..sweet dreamss...(=