hiyie...it cms tat i juz returned after a long vacation of not bloggin ya..its true coz i tried to stop using com now as i really need to concentrate on my studies since i didn't do well for my common test..so i dun wan be disappointed n cry again..it is really useless cryin after u had done everythin n regretted doin it..so i dun wan to be e same person committin e same mistake..so ya..time to really mug..
its been one week since darwy left class to join another class..pretty sad wid the sudden changes as class became more quiet n not so noisy... no more FUN FACTS!! but we did try to adjust ourselves to those silence..even though we are not in e same class, we still meet one another during breaks n also goin home together..n we get to hear all her funi stories in bus..enjoyed tat la..she basically told n reminded everyone to study hard for tis yr..yupz, we goona do tat darwy..u too..i noeu will do it n be the first in cohort...yeah...i m lookin out for ur ur name la..ahahh...shall end tis wish with AMIN!!
so life is ver mundane now..wid class tests every week..had to do mindmap for geog..shld have started from last yr but its not too late to start..i failed my acc test terribly tat i got to meet mr tbt..we have a date..ahaah...he is juz so fatherly to me..really liked him la..wonder wads he goona say to me when i meet him..wendy got to accompany me la..i shy la..ahha..(=
a levels is like another 118 days..it is really scaring me but i will try to overcum tis fear..i really got to achieve quality grades to make up for my h1 results...haiz..pressure...furthermore, this recession is also affecting me..got to save n be thrifty now..no more spendin unnecessarily..i still have another 2 sisters to take care of....now my onli goal is to focus n focus on my studies..nth else..
yesterday studied under e void deck wid grace n darwy..really liked it coz i did do my revision..den had a mini talk wid them..its like break..tis might b e startin point for my revision la..so to my other frens, mug n mug n mug..no more playin ard..i have to pass all my tests now..i hope so..ahahah..
oki tats all for today la..take care peeps n hasta lavista baby..(=
hmm hello ppl...yupz sabby is back for a while now..ahah...yes...today its quite a disappointing day for me..the whole of A6 was out watchin movie while i m grounded at home due to my poor results..perhaps frens might tink tat i might have been grounded for so long coz i was always absent in most gatherings..felt so bad for bein unable to go..i m always a spoilsport in tis tingy...wad e hell...i didnt wan tis title but its kind of deservin on my part...i knew i would surely lose out a lot in tat gatherin but its oki la..i got to obey my mom...ppl might say i m still a small gal as i m followin my mom's saying but i tink she has went a lot for us so tis i got to abide by tis small rule of hers..sori A6...
hmm..yes so recently went for tis animation tingy..oki la..quite fun la..learnt smth abt it la..not tat bad ah...hope to enjoy it more tml...oh yes..tml will be goin to nus for a seminar..hope its gonna be fun la..i wish i could enter it la..pls..i m gonna work hard for it..definitely has to do smth notonli for myself but for my parents...tats motivatin me coz i dun wan c tears on their faces..i guess i have been seein a lot of tears tis yrs so now, no more tears...oopss..i tink i m bein emo now rite..ahhaa...tis is my other side of me la..
anyway hmm...wad else can i blog on now?? oki i m so bored now...hmm yupz...oh yes..today i saw old ppl workin in hawker centres n sum foreign workers workin under the hot sorchin sun...it really made me feel so upset coz i really could feel tat they r really tired workin but they got to do it to earn a livin..furthermore, sumtimes we wun wan to do wad they r doin so they have to do it rite..haiz...oki i wun sympathise them..i will look up to them instead..yupz...(=
oki la..tats all for me today...its really time to mug real hard n smartly..tataz...nite nite n sweet dreams..lets welcome tml wid a smile n optimisticly...tats wad i gonna do?? wad abt u??ahaha...nites..(=love love..
hiyie..ahahah..sori grace, coz my post made u peng..but really i had nth to write le..so i cannot post anythin longer than tat....sori hahaha...
oki now i m really really back n i m not goin so fast like last time la..friday was not a gd day, really...got my h1 results which were totally disappointing..really made me broke down in skol...didnt epect tat to happen..i wished i could juz reverse the time n studied hard n put in my 100% so i could get a 100% reward in return..but i got smth tat really made me peng la..ppl told me to be grateful coz sum might not even passed..yes, i m real grateful to God coz despite last yr bz schedule of jugglin btw skol, shop n havin a new sis was a big task for me...n addin to it was my one week absence from skol...tis indeed made me even upset...coz if i had known how to divide my time properly btw all tis, i could have done beta..but perhaps i wass to laid back last yr so i deserved tis grade den...haiz..i could not do anythin except for regrettin it la..
many tots came to my mind when i received the results..perhaps another yr in mi might not be tat bad?? common test results were another shit plus wid these results...it really did not make me feel any beta..juz waiting for my my art result den i would have to decide on smth.....my sis is against it but i m really not bloody ready for a levels..i might juz flung it n i would have no one to blame it on except for me..i muz be mentally prepared for all tis.ts is really a dilemma..on the way back home, got a phonecall from home..bad news..which ruined the entire day of friday...wads up wid all e sadness creepin on tat friday alone...it really hurts to c ur loved one cryin due to her loss...we managed to convinced her n tried to make her smile...but i knew she could still felt the pain...but time might heal everythin..i tink so...she muz juz get over it...and up till now, i have not even tell my mom abt my results..i dun noe how to face her..i might juz upset her coz she is dependin on us...we r like her pillars od support n if one pillar got shaken n break into pieces, she might not be tat stable anymore..i have no idea wad to do..when i hinted to her abt me retainin, she did not agree to it...haiz...
i guess i have been complainin a lot rite..anyway wad made me a little beta was a card made by my romans 3..it was really totful of them..really made me touched..thnx for the best wishes...its a card wid their pics n wishes...its veri sweet of them...i will keep all those tings tat they gave me near to m y heart..so when i m sad, i will c those tings n it will cheer me up..ahaha...but yes i m contented wid these...
oki den, see ya again..perhaps next week when skol closes for one week...gosh, i have been waitin for it like for so long..n its cumin but i m not lookin forward to it as much as i did last time..hmm...smth is definitely wrong wid me..
oki la..bye bye...tc n.....
