eeeeeeeeeesssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............................i HATE the WAY i m FEELING now!!!!!!!!! i m tired and i m sad for god noes y...................haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................): can i have a new start or a new book of life? does tat mean tat i need die first?...................shitty la.....LETS GET OVER IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAN TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!