hello...today was juz another day for me in skol..was having a damn stomach pain but juz kept quiet trying to smile..hahha...e pain was so bad la..tot of going back home but then was tinkin tat i have 4 important lessons tat i could not afford to miss..so stayed in skol till e end..need to tink of wat i wan draw for a lvels art n the first ting came to my mind was WINNIE E POOH..how childish but i m attached to it la..so u cannot blame me..everyone was tinking abt wat to do n i was so blur..sum even started doing their visual studies..i m STUCK as usual..

went for pe where i fell but instead of crying, i was laughing at my clumsiness..its painful la..haiz y muz it happen b4 investiture, now my leg like so ugly la..ahaahha..jk..today i found out tat me being too straight forward will make ppl around me angry..i m feeling bad la for writing those negative stuffs abt ppl but i tot of being frank so they will noe where to improve on..but it seems tis juz doesnt work la coz they dun even write bad tings abt me so y muz i write tings abt them..i felt so sad..tis tingy was juz playing in my mind on the whole journey back home..i really felt like crying sitting alone in e bus tinking abt tis but as usual..u noe sabrina has image to uphold so she wun cry in public and she is gd in putting up a facade..ahahah...tats lame la..but i really wan say sorry to these ppl..i dun mean wat i said..i had no hard feelings when i wrote abt it..ppl may juz wrote bad tings abt me n i need to take n improve on it la..its easier said than done..i noe the feelings when u look at ur own bad points..damn bad feelings la..sorry once more..i really shld not be frank..it is not tat gd la..

finally i m relieved coz i was tinkin abt it from juz now..den now i m really really not sure if i m having a crush on him or is it true feelings..i m damn having doubts of my own self..ahahha...i was like trying to avoid tis tingy for so long coz i really really dun believe in tis love tingy...once bitten twice shy..so now i m like tinking n trying to get over it..becoz he told me tat true love cums once in a lifetime..so i have no idea..wat e hell i m doing? y cant i be like grace in tis love matters? grace is like so positive while im e other side of e coin..i m feeling so hopeless..feeling like giving up everything.i dun even noe when i m being at my usual self..i seems to have lots personality..not split but more den tat...aahha...gosh i m feelin so emo now...ahahah...tis is wat i hate...shitttyyy...

ok b4 i continue writing onmy sad stupid lame plight, i beta go..ahahha...tc..dun be like me...i m useless...gtg..bb..nite nite..

Its weird how you go from being strangers to being frens to being more than frens to being practically strangers again...and it all happens so fast...