hiyie........heheh..today is the day tat is so boring n boring...wat word can describe my day?ahahha....wnet to skol to revise on my studies all alone...:( so sad..no frens le..saw mr tbt and he asked me abt poa..luckily i noe e answer if not haizzzz......den saw wendy n fandy...fandy was so funny n comical..he made us laugh like nobody's business...i guess tat was e time when we were destressing..ahahha....laughing is the best medicine... :)

guess wad i did today? i deleted his contact, the whole of his contact from my hp's contact book...i felt a sense of satisfaction...ahaha..its like i m achieving smth...of course i felt little bit hurt but den the pain was gone in a few moments..the effects were short term la..isn't tis the step to getting over it..tats my first step...i dun noe wat will i do next...ahhaha..like tis, i wun disturb n msg him..i dun wan be too dependent on ppl...ahah...yesh i did it n i m so proud of myself..guess i can do tis for long term la...

grace was den being so...wad word to use? she also wan give it up..but den i was tinking Y?..they are going on well n makin progress by talking to each other..she said its been so unlucky for her these few days...i tink she shld not give up unless she has a valid reason...mayb abt the GOD punishing her is quite a valid reason but still got loopholes la..so grace, tink abt it n dun REGRET if ur decision is not rite....i juz wan u be happy...u can do it..jiayouzz...

noe wad? guess wad is always playing in my mind?i reallly reaallly really wan to go out and atain my freedom..i dun wan stay at home..tis home is like no longer my home..i have been wanting to get home late coz the moment i step in the house, it feels damn different..i m still not adapting well to e surroundin..i m juz lost n confused..these feelings r damn not gd coz its my house n i shld feel gd abt it..but den.. :( a lot of my relatives are waiting for the arrival of a new family member but e moment i tink of tat, i felt so sad..dun noe y...i juz wan...wat i wan ah...c i m so unsure of wat i wan...tis life leads by me is going thru a lot of confusions, misery n many more...haiz..i got to put a stop to tis..

okla..i wan go n do my gp hmwk...i juz noe tat i need revise my school work n i shld get bothered wid tings tat do not involve me...yes i will do tat..ok la..tata titi tutu..ahahha..goodnitezzzzzzzzzzzz...sweet dreams..