today was a long day again...had fun at the end of skol coz we were doing sum stupid poses..damn fun la..in a few days time we will be getting our councillors's badges pinned on our uniform..den we have to be of exemplary role model to the students..is tat a big responsiblity for me and a role to carry out? ahahahha..not sure..i juz hope i can balance my studies and my extra curiculum..need to do well in my studies and uphold the image of Millennia Institute as a councillor...yesh i can do it...

today was e day tat i really missed him..ahahah...although i said tat i would give up on everything but tis heart of mine is like so fragile tat it juz wun allow me to tink straight...so i kept harping on the same tings...i tink in tis world of confusion, i need to follow wat my mind says rather than follow my emotions...ahahhaah...its painful to forget but its a worth tryin out...i felt so bad for sum of my frens coz their life is like so sad..its like when u wish n intend to forget everything, tis guy will come back n make an impact on u tat ur decision to forget abt evrything will juz fade...its so damn difficult la..i m like so sick of tis seriously..i dun wan to expect anything from it coz i m scared to get hurt again.so i rather b fren for now..ahahha...is tat a wise decision? i tink so...

today was e day tat i didnt tink alot..i juz wan to have a peace of mind...i need it a lot..tml will go to skol to study early morning..i wan to revise on my work instead of lazing around at home..ahahh...

ok la..gtg now..i m damn tired after investiture rehearsal...nite nite...sweet dreams...