wowowohoooo...
i may hate u,
i may love u,
i may wan to get over u,
but i may still wan u to be there,
but tis seems impossible!!!!!!!!

hahah...i wonder wad i m up to...ok guess who i saw early in the mornin on the way to skol..ahaha..i saw my sis's eye candy..ahahha...so funny se...wid my sotong hair n blur face, i walked down the pathway,seeing sum familiar face smilin at me n me clearing n skimmin my thoughts to recognise tis face..finally remembered who he is..hmm..he was smiling..so in exchange of his smile, i gave him a smile too..(polite se)ahhah...hmmm he was standing as if he wanted to start a conversation wid me..me feeling awkward decided not to start a conversation at all..so b4 he started talking, i waved n said a big Hello to him..he was juz smiling..den juz walked straight to the bus stop..hmm yay i m out of the trap..whooosh...i dun noe wad to talk se..he cms shocked when i walked away but comeon, i did say Hello...gd enuf se..so while waitng for e bus, i could feel eyes staring at me..but i acted cool la..no need kanchong..luckily bus came fast..but it was packed..woowow anti climax ah...

hmm so sabrina waited for a while to c if got space la..den she turned to the back to say bb to him but he was nowhere in sight..onli one stupid guy was there...hmm mayb he had left la..ok lets take e bus..ok so r u as blur as me to tink tat he has gone? hmmm.he was still there la..he was on the other side to c if i had board the bus..den when the bus started to move, i could c him lookin toward the bus to c if i was there..hmmm....funny la...

hmm mayb i was over sensitive or tinkin too much into it..or mayb i had been watchin lots of hindi movies so narrated to u tat story..but its true la...ahahha...i m kind of amazed by guys' way of doing stuffs..they mayb so ignorant of stuffs but simply adorable..ahaha...wowowo i really had smth to spite my sis..aahha..cannot wait to tell her..gosh she will be burnin hot in a pot of jealousy...ahhaha...comeon sis, its normal..u can follow me to skol next week if he still take the bus at tat time..ahaha...me so mean se..but i m like tat..aaha...

today cms to tink deeply into stuffs se..after a long time..was tinkin of my actions tis yr..was tinkin of ppl's perceptions towards me..wat ppl really regarded me as..hmm....so many tings to tink se..was definitely disappointed in myself coz of bio..i really had no idea wat to write for tat timed assignment..from tat i realised tat i m lagging a lot..far back..hmm...veri sad..hopes r being dashed..thoughts r wild..hmm...i m blur n confused..

i need help man..who can help me set my thoughts back to its proper sense...i wan be the person i m..not the facade tat had been shielding me...hmm...wait i m tinkin deeply now..oh no...

ok..ppl..i need sum rest..ahaha...see ya again..tata titi tutu..(: