guess wad..its like onli 14 days away from mye.n i can still blog..wad is happening to me..have i kinda lost it? i m supposed to mug for mye...hmm but i did bio juz now..so mayb now time to chill..ahah..sorry i was assuring myself..mayb i will continue later..perhaps ya..ahah...
9th of June is indeed a bore to me..nth to do although my whole table is filled wid notes from like 5 subjects..but den it juz doesnt look pleasant or beautiful to me..it juz made me feel bored n tired..it did make me feel guilty for not doin much but i really have no mood to study. i kept openin the my Eom file and den closed it..like siao..and guess wad, i got another pooh bear for my bdae..i kinda got a complete family of pooh..they damn cute la..ahhaa...sorry i guess turnin 18 didnt change me thoroughly..ahah..still young at heart la..
(there my Pooh family)today my hand was really itchy..really wanted to msg him and ask him abt art..or the truth tat i wanted to noe...though my brain was really into knowin n hearing the truth from him, but my heart is really afraid to get another ache..so i juz kept my hands to myself..
juz tok wid my maid abt my ambition, Volcanologist..she said tat i was Crazy..coz its dangerous and risky if the volcano erupted..she told me to study hard, get a gd career and married to an ideal husband..so i was tinkin tat if i ever wan be a volcanologist, there's no need to get marry coz imagine, if there was really an eruption n i m married wid kids, n if i die from it, no one there to tc of them.. however, my husband could get marry again..but still no use la..furthermore, i dun wan play wid tis love tingy..once bitten, twice shy i tink..ahaha...come on, in tis world of deceptions, where can u get an ideal husband? bullshit se...
okla..gtg now..i beta start revising la..its really freakingme out when the days are gettin so near to me..wowoowow...could feel the tension n stress now..gtg now...tc..sweet dreams n nite k...(:
