hello..ahah...it was a slow n chilly day today..veri cold..but I sincerely LOVED it..coz its been so long i wished n hoped for it to rain n finally my wish was fulfilled..ahahha...didnt do much today..get my bio paper back..e onli word i could describe was DISAPPOINTED..i knew i could do beta coz i was blur for sum of the questions despite knowin the answers but dunno how to apply it..damn sad but den i did improved sincecommon test..so there was like a tinge of happiness...den told darwy n nirah abt my failure...n i was laughing instead of being sad... i guess i was immuned to these failures...hope i will do beta for promos..i could onli blame myself for the failure coz i concentrated more on geog..bio was a last min study tat really freaked me out..one day b4 bio paper, i was entirely stressed up n huda aided me in encouraging me..lucky for me tat i had her at tat time..if not i DIE se..but i shld revise obediently n stop being LAZY..i can do it, rite...

hmm i shld believe in myself, do a timetable to follow thru for tis week..hopefully can make it..i will encourage myself n also others..tml will be gettin acc n malay..hopefully tings will turn out well but i noe where i stand so could not wish for those tat i could not possibly get..i could juz dream lor..hmm...tinkon the bright side of life la..(:

to my frens, i noe u guys r pretty tensed wid tings..so i noe its ez to tok den get it into actions..but i tink we juz need believe in ourselves and instead of wailin or sighing, we shld do smth to amend our mistakes such as study last min or didnt put in effort..we got to change ourselves so we can perform well n produce beta grades..rite..i noe tat i m also not beta than any of u guys n i may not have e right to say this, but if we keep looking at back and dun move forward, we will be left behind den..den it will take time to catch up..so lets do it together..till a levels..lets be each other's strength n get rid of the weaknesses k..

i guess i have been preachin a lot so i beta stop if not...ppl will call me naggy...ok la..gdnite and sweet dreams..(:jiayous..there are more to cum..