hi ppl....yesterday was fun n tiring..i didnt noe tat playing touch rugby was tat tough..but muz admit tat it was superb fun playing wid frens..superb fun..even when we didnt win, we kept encouraging each other and was not blaming each other...we were supportive la...quite cool..ahaha.

i still cannot believe how lame n blur i was in the field. the ball was there n i tot i shld juz let it roll over and let the people behind picked it up..den grace was shouting at me" run sabby, run!!!"so i did listen to her and ran WITHOUT THE BALL..however, i didnt picked up the ball to run..so u can imagine how far i was from the ball n i got to come back n start the game.. i tinkgrcae tot i got the ball so she asked me to run but sori la..i was so stupid la..walau paise man..i was laughing at myself la..even my group members laughed at me..come on, its like my first time playing the game. so i of course bur sotong la...ahahha...

came back home wid high fever..so let me describe to u the feeling of being sick in volcanoes terms..i was coughin and choking up on sulphur dioxide and then i vomit tephra a few times( the ting tat really makes ur throat so unez, but i dun noe wads the name). then my nose was giving out pahoehoe...not viscous at all...its like tapwater so i need to go everywhere wid tissue paper coz it may juz drip..(did i sound disgusting, hope not). so i can be a shield volcano..my name is Mauna Loa..ahaha...

juz went to the hospital to meet my grandma..my aunty told us tat she is hard of breathin so we all wen straight to the hospital....was kind of upset to c alot of tubes on her..n she called one by one to talk to..when it cums to my turn, she asked me if i have eaten..den i said Yes...den i asked her whether she ate already n stroked her hand...she didnt answer me..so i asked 3 times..den she slowly said yes..but in a weak manner..however, den got to noe tat she was not given any food as she is a bad condition and no food can be chewed..so i realised i asked the wrong question..dumb of me..i still rmb when she asked me n sis to sleep ah her place coz she wan us be wid her..but till now, we didnt even sleep there..but i could said tat i really like her willpower coz i heard she prayed even in tat condition..if sum ppl, they will juz lie down n wait for the time to cum...i m happy tat she wanted to be clean so she can pray..i love her a lot..den sum of my aunties said tat she may not last long..i afraid of her leavin us but its all up to God, i guess..i juz want her to remain strong till the end..

will be visiting her tml again..so i wan c her again..strong n persevere..i hope my prayers will be fulfilled..i love her...i guess its so difficult to bear the loss of a loved one if tat really happens..i lost my 2 grandmas and 2 granddads..so i dun wa lose another one..

ok guys, gtg now...goodnite n sweet dreams..(: no one noes when u will leave to meet God...so juz live life to the fullest..