hmm....yesterday went back to skol after long weekend..saw frens n i really really missed talkin to them n crackin silliest stuffs wid them..went skol today..haiz..normal routine...got sum kind of hearing from mr ng abt wr...felt quite sad(a little)..hmm mayb a lot..i cannot deceived myself...i already sort of expected tis to happen coz we mayb be united but work really need to be done..so hopefully we will all juz Buck up la..hmm...
ever since grandma's demise, i have been tinkin abt death..its like how will u feel when u no longer there, no more to feel, basically nth to do man...wads death to u? perhaps ppl mayb tinkin i m damn crazy tinkin abt it..but its smth tat i sat down to tink..like who i gonna meet when i m there, in another world all alone..hmm...u mite tink i have no life tinkin abt it ya..ahah...but come on, u have to go thru it one day..so y not tink of it today?ahaha...like wad ms koh said.."Life Mirrors Death"..quite true la...ok enuf of tis..when ms koh told us to tink abt life n death, e ting tat struck me was Grandma..guess tears were juz there waitin to flow but i guess its no use to cry over sum stuffs tat have happened...juz look forward..but sumtimes u need to look back to realise ur mistakes n do not do it in e future..hmm...tc grandma...missed u a lot though...
hmm wad to blog..i m really short of words..i have nth to blog though...ok to sum ppl out there, pls stop playin wid my bloody feelings...stop usin words tat can really make me tink of e past tat i had been wantin to forget..u juz rub into the wound again...tis is stupid...really...i wonder y is tis happenin to me? ok enuf k...
to grace, i really have no idea of ur emotions today...but do tc k..juz be cheerful like wad u have been always...loveya...
to sabira, i guess u r pretty tired wid it but if u really Really need rest, den take a break(have a Kit Kat)..have sum breathin space...keepin quiet n cry will juz make u feel miserable..i really wan make u happy but i guess its not tat ez ya..lets have fun soon so u will forget(hopefully) ur sorrows n smile at my lamest jokes k..loveya too...
to others, i tink tat i have been a little harsh wid my words these days..sori ya..i dun mean it la..perhaps i m gettin too rowdy these days..juz shoot wadver in my head..sori once more..
tml will have marchin in Blazer n Cot shoes..can u imagin tat on friday..haha...i will look like spongebob..ahaha...hope tings will turn out well tml so we can go home early..(:
ok la..gtg now..tc guys..nites n sweet dreams..(:
