helloooo..oki its been a while since i blogged...has not been having time for myself..it cms tat i really have NO life...first of all, have to welcome a new guest to my family..my little baby sister..ahah..yes a baby sister who is borned on the 8 of Oct...felt happy coz she is there to accompany my mom now..perhaps, i may have my freedom now n be freed from the cage...ahah..i sounded so pathetic ahah...she is veri tiny...but i love her skin..so smooth n her cheeks...can bite se..ahaha...kept making her irritated n she will cry which caused my mom to be tired coz had to take care of her whole nite..ahah..sad but its LIFE, mom...

yups...has been veri bz wid my pw, bio n malay..received my results back n was veri disappointed...i guess i muz really fulfil the promise i made to mr saw...had to say gdbye to certain stuffs that can really spare me sum time to be alone n not packed wid lots of stuffs..was veri exhausted and i cannot say it to anyone..not even my parents..i had to disclose it to sum closer frens of mine..i juz had to take it but i guess i m veri close to my breaking point now...pretty stressed up wid lots of stuffs...i guess i have to juz bear wid it for the time being..i guess being the eldest has lots of responsibilities to take up..haiz...tis is juz killing me..but i really have nth to say...many frens asked me, Biler nak game? wad shld i say? my mom is not in the condition to go to shop coz my baby sis still needs her..n she is not feeling well..felt bad for sis coz she has been helping a lot n i m doing nth...haiz...i m really sorry if i have been whining but really..i have so many tings up in my sleeves..n i m way too back for my h1 subjects which made me worried..ooolallala...

i juz wish that God will juz give me strength to carry on strongly and be happy wid wadever i facedin life even if its sorrows...to my pw members, i m really sorri coz i really felt tat i have been neglecting u guys and not contributing a lot...i m veri sorri..i will soon be freed from the load on my shoulder n be wid u guys..im tryin hard to divide time but its juz not working the way i wan..thus to achieve that, i may have to sacrifice sum tings...pls give m time although i noe thats not much time left..im really sorri...deepest sorry ...

ok guys..its like 6 mins b4 1am..i have gtg..i still have skol tml..tata...hasta lavista baby..