oki...hiyie bebs, ahah....ok i juz got home from shop like at 1.30AM...cool or wad? its not like i m enjoyin wid wad i m doing..its juz tat i m pretty tired wid all these stuffs but i m juz doing tis for my mom..i guess she is not in the state to travel lot from one place to another..i m not trying to be a filial daughter but i guess tats my responsibilty as a daughter...but really, tis is juz so tiring..i have lots piling up.. i have pw, art and malay juz down there and on the other hand, my responsibilty...guess i m stuck wid lots of stuffs now..i really need a break, want shout it out but where could i get it..i m really afraid of losing concentration in studies coz i kept goin to shop to help out..its like really my second home la..haiz...its really rare to c me smiling these few days..lots of tings going on in my head..cannot express it too much...have to shut it all in my petite heart..haiz..i tink u might be tinking like there's a lot of sighin in my blog today..

ok wads up today? went to shop as usual...saw mr singam or dunnoe tis tamil teacher...was teasing me as usual..wad to do? helped out and ate a lot..its like i ate a lot when i m feeling down..den went to expo to check on stuffs..made frens wid the stall holders...like the food and drinks..they r fun ppl juz tat they are like so much older than me..so much experienced la..so juz listened to them la..ahha...den have a best fren whose name in Uncle Din...i disturbed him alot coz i dun cms to have a fren for forever..so tis guy is always there to tease me n me disturbing him back...den now became closer to mahesh and knew more abt him..like he is from nepal, the only son among 3 sisters..came to singapore to study..blablabla..den today, i asked him a question like" don't u feel tired doing all these stuffs and study at the same time? if i were like u and i m supposed to go to nepal and study n work, i will definitely cry and flee from there to singapore!!" listening to me, he started laughin coz that was his reaction at first but then, he changed his perceptions slowly and became strong and tried to stand on his own feet and not depend on his parents..i was amazed coz i dun now if i can really be like him...den in my head, i was tinking if i have been taking life for granted coz these ppl are really having a difficult time here and they r living life like forever...no complains abt circumstances being unfair to them but here, we r always complainin..guess i still have a long way to go and learn a lot..haiz...studies, life, wat the hell...there are like alot lot lot to learn man...will i have the strength to learn all of that...

hmm....on friday, heard a pretty bad news..mr ng was saying that these promos's results was like that bad and disheartening results ever for 07A6...pretty shocked but i kind of expected it for myself la..coz the papers were pretty difficult...not sure if the papers were difficult or i didnt spend lots of time revising..got myself to blame la..

ok ppl, i m pretty exhausted and lethargic now..many stuffs are playing in my head like a video recorder..i m like losing myself agin to these thoughts..get pretty upset and happy at a certain time..sumtimes could get really crazy and strart doing weird stuffs...guess these thoughts had got into my head at the highest temperature that caused me to react like tat..den i m way behind for pw...i have to run after it now..i guess i m lost again in tis world la...

ahaha...ok ppl, i guess i have to go now..veri tired and really needs my sleep..really!!!hasta lavista ppl...oh yes..i m still waiting for tat prince charming of mine ahahha...(=