ahhahah...finally after a long wait to say bye bye to a levels n bio, i finally got the chance to say goodbye..but i tink there are still more to cum next yr and i muz be prepared for it..b4 the bio paper, i was feelin pretty ez but i felt so upset after the paper...i could feel that i hijacked most of the questions and tats disappointing..wad could i do?...i juz remained silent while the others started talkin abt the paper..i juz hope i could make it for bio..i dun wan fail or resit for it..tats bad la..

on the night b4 bio, i could not juz shut my eyes n go to sleep..it was as if casper was disturbin me n caused me to be awake for at least 2 hrs..i could only get to sleep peacefully at 4 which is one hr away from my usual wake up time...luckily i had dai to call me to wake up coz i noe i might oversleep n missed my paper..den hayati too called to wake me up...fandy called me to wish me n it really touched me coz i tot thay might have juz forgotten abt it as they had already taken their maths paper...so was really damn touched wid fandy, ashley and nazirul wishing me luck..n not to forget, teacher grace who msged me gd luck..ahaha..thnx teacher...u touched me too..ahahha..n nirah too...ben was encouraging me wid his 4 long msges abt doin well for the paper..n i shld not be scared of the paper..he was damn nice la...really tryin to calm me coz on my way to skol, i was so scared...i did my revision but i guess its not enuf..hopefully everythin will be ok la..

ok went to cuzzy's house in a veri bad mood due to the unhappiness from the bio paper in the morning...was not dancin well..den were supposed to do another dance when i finally spoke up n disagreed to the idea coz we r short of time and i tink we juz need to brush up on our first dance...but i guess tings got worst when i left the house to help Farah..tings got pretty bad tat tears were shed n feelings were hurt n everything..was pretty shocked wid all these happenings when i set foot back again in the house..but i kind of expect tis la..ahaha..but hopefully now since everyone has speak out, there shld be no mor epolitics coz i m tired of tis..i juz dun noe y sum ppl can b so bitchy..i dun noe if i m usin e rite word but now the case is over n the criminal has been acquited..victim was compensated..ahaha...

so tats all for today..was pretty hurt when u c ur loved ones being bullied but could not do anythin...was helpless but if could juz rake up tings, it will juz hurt those hearts and will caused them to jump high n mad...but come on, sabby is not tat mean la..i can be gd to u but dun take advantage coz it is juz not gd la..ahah...

oki den...finally sumone found out tat i m not happy hahaha..gd job in solvin part of the mystery...but today was definitely a bad bad day for me...haiz..hope tml will be a sunny one filled wi dlove n happiness...so i m still finding for my happiness but sumone said tat i wun get it..meany creature se..nvm..i will still search n wait for it to cum la..ahahha...

ok den...tata...nite nite and sweet dreams...miss my frens la...oki la..hasta lavista babies...ahahha..n i forgot to say that i m sumone's god mom when he is like older than me..ahhaa...(=