hiyie...time to update my blog...okie i guess its gonna be boring post la...tis whole week has been on art mainly...didnt do much but really, i m veri scared for the upcoming yr..i guess its gonna be a tough yr and a hectic one..wid my art to cope...i m really havin a hard time wid art..i have really poor art skills and i have the guts to take a levels art whcih is hundred time complex than o levels art...i have promised myself tat i wun touch art ever again in my life after o levels but here i m again wid art...haiz...i guess art will haunt me for the next 1 yr la...ahaha...so wad i m gonna do for art...hahah for the first time, i will be doin installation art..u might tink its cool but i m panickin here...coz i have neva ever paint on a canvas b4 n now i m doin installation..i m skipping lots of steps for art se...its really scary..i juz wan pass wid gd grades...i dun wan disappoint my teachers se...okie enuf of art la..ahahha....

next up, so wads up wid my life tis while..aahaha....i can say there is nth much goin on man..i guess i might be leading a boringest life on tis world...surrounded by four walls and accompanied by my songs n hp..tats all...i really wonder if all parents are as protective as my parents...i dun understand..i wan do a lot of tings but sum hurdles are present tat i need to confront and overcome..i guess i m still a baby in my parents' eyes..i m already 18 for gdness sake but den..i look so small tat ppl mistook me for sec 4...walau...ppl may say its gd to look young for my age but i tink it may b an advantage but also a disadvantage ya...so recently, mrs siti asked usin art room, so y did u guys wan to take a levels??? definitely the common answeris tat we wan go univerisity..but wad degree u wan take, the next question...i was tinking hard abt it coz i m really ambitious but its not gd to be so ambitious...for me,i really wan c and admire the volcanoes..tat is life for me coz i wan to travel n visit these volcanoes..n mayb at the mean time help the less developed countries..i dun wan be stuck here..but there are sacrifices i need to make to achieve my goals..if i were to b a geologist, i have to leave spore and my family..n i may not be able to work here coz there is not many job varieties in spore...so i really have to tink from now onwards..i muz have plan A and also plan B...i muz not laze ard...i muz do smth tat will make my parents proud of me and give happiness to them..m i tinkin too much or m i too ambitious? i also dun noe..i juz wan do smth tat i like..it may not be a realistic goal but i wan to make it real..how ah...ahaha...

okie tats abt my ambition..i wan make a lot of frens and travel ard wid my own hard earned money...i wan get a true prince charmin after travellin a lot..yupz ahahha...so now mi tinkin too much of the future..come on ppl, in a few yrs time, we will be standin on the road, tinkin and regretting of wad happened in the past so y not plan for the future...ahahh..i m tryin to be a a matured tinker for tis...okie for now, i wan watch a lot of movies b4 skol reopens..but i cannot forget tat i have exams soon after skol reopens so time to study sab sab...ahhaha...no more dreaming...ahhaa...

okie den..gd nite and sweet dreams darlings...hasta lavista...smile always..tink like aman of action ad act like a man of thought..by Henri Bergson..