hiyie..ahahah..sori grace, coz my post made u peng..but really i had nth to write le..so i cannot post anythin longer than tat....sori hahaha...

oki now i m really really back n i m not goin so fast like last time la..friday was not a gd day, really...got my h1 results which were totally disappointing..really made me broke down in skol...didnt epect tat to happen..i wished i could juz reverse the time n studied hard n put in my 100% so i could get a 100% reward in return..but i got smth tat really made me peng la..ppl told me to be grateful coz sum might not even passed..yes, i m real grateful to God coz despite last yr bz schedule of jugglin btw skol, shop n havin a new sis was a big task for me...n addin to it was my one week absence from skol...tis indeed made me even upset...coz if i had known how to divide my time properly btw all tis, i could have done beta..but perhaps i wass to laid back last yr so i deserved tis grade den...haiz..i could not do anythin except for regrettin it la..

many tots came to my mind when i received the results..perhaps another yr in mi might not be tat bad?? common test results were another shit plus wid these results...it really did not make me feel any beta..juz waiting for my my art result den i would have to decide on smth.....my sis is against it but i m really not bloody ready for a levels..i might juz flung it n i would have no one to blame it on except for me..i muz be mentally prepared for all tis.ts is really a dilemma..on the way back home, got a phonecall from home..bad news..which ruined the entire day of friday...wads up wid all e sadness creepin on tat friday alone...it really hurts to c ur loved one cryin due to her loss...we managed to convinced her n tried to make her smile...but i knew she could still felt the pain...but time might heal everythin..i tink so...she muz juz get over it...and up till now, i have not even tell my mom abt my results..i dun noe how to face her..i might juz upset her coz she is dependin on us...we r like her pillars od support n if one pillar got shaken n break into pieces, she might not be tat stable anymore..i have no idea wad to do..when i hinted to her abt me retainin, she did not agree to it...haiz...

i guess i have been complainin a lot rite..anyway wad made me a little beta was a card made by my romans 3..it was really totful of them..really made me touched..thnx for the best wishes...its a card wid their pics n wishes...its veri sweet of them...i will keep all those tings tat they gave me near to m y heart..so when i m sad, i will c those tings n it will cheer me up..ahaha...but yes i m contented wid these...

oki den, see ya again..perhaps next week when skol closes for one week...gosh, i have been waitin for it like for so long..n its cumin but i m not lookin forward to it as much as i did last time..hmm...smth is definitely wrong wid me..

oki la..bye bye...tc n.....