uhhh....turning 19 se sumone...or shld i say tat sumone is already 19 yr old...wad e hell...turning 19 is so so....uhh...i m gettin older man..can i juz stick to being 14 yr old...oh...the feeling is veri veri bad...ahaha..but i m tryin to like it...

so wad did e bdae gal do today??on her bdae??ahah...okie she went to skol for MR TBT's accounts lesson..haiz..pity her, on her day she had to go to skol..but she dun care coz she likes mr tbt..oopss.is she confessing it out loud..no la..she likes his teachin though he can b sarcastic and touches e raw nerve at times..supposed to have a study date today but mom said its her bdae so y not have a rest..so here she is..havin a rest..blogging...ahaha...tell u guys the truth, her bdae was not rockin at all..perhaps she wanted sum peace so yes she is gettin peace now...will soon do her acc revision again...haiz..tats her bdae for her..

guess wad..she has no cake..tat really disappointed her a lot..she has been askin for a winnie e pooh cake since how many months ago but her wish has not beem fulfilled..hopes were shattered as its already 6pm n she has not even cut her cake..sad but yes..its oki...used to it..she may sound childish at tis point of time but tell u e truth, even when she is already 19 yr old, she is still immatured..so bear wid her la..perhaps tis yr will be a silent type of bdae for her..yupz..no sadness on tis day...she is prayin for tat...ohh she missed her past yr bdae celebrations wid her frens..still rmb the relighting candles n also the chocolate cake her frens baked for her.....she is reminded of those wonderful memories..

last few days b4 her bdae was really a bore for her..on friday she was left alone in the art room widout her other planeteers...trust me, she was on e verge to crying coz she felt damn bored n had no mood to continue painting..shr ended up ruinin her painting..she really missed her frens who went to famine camp..but she wished them all e best in fasting for 30 hours..jiayous..from tis, u will get to noe tat she is dependent on her frens' company n tats bad..she needs to be ndependednt and she has yet to learn it even after being a yr older..

on thurs, she was so touched by her 4 other planeteers tat they gave her a card wid their best wishes and gracey gave her a winnie e pooh file...she appreciated it a lot..they gave her earlier coz they wun be there on friday...ohhh...yes, n munira gave her a light up mug which has winnie e pooh on it..ahahha...she was intrigued by it tat she kept showin it to anyone who came to her house...the mug needs solar n it will blink..pretty cool...tat small mug did make her day a little on friday....!!thnx to nirah...

damn she has lots of flaws rite..tats sabrina for u..a nineteen yr old gal...who is still in her cocoon n not developed to be a matured butterfly...haiz..she has lots of tings to learn...she is tryin to but her child like tingy in heris obstructing it la..ahhaha...oki oki..i will end tis ting la...so its PIECES OF ME, SABRINA...(=ahaha...thnx to those who wished me..it was surprising to c many wished me...even when i dun noe sum but they made an effort so thnx ya...i appreciated it a lot.

to end tis..wish myself a happy 19th bithday sabby....smile always n be optimistic in life..all e best for ur a's n future endeavours...hope the nite of ur bdae will be a better one...love ya...

oki sabby gtg now..hasta lavista baby...(= have a nice day ahead...